ALEXANDER WANG sweater @Lanecrawford.com
AMERICAN APPAREL white tank
LEVI’S black skinny jeans
KAREN WALKER sunglasses @WOAW
PROENZA SCHOULER ipad clutch @Lanecrawford.com
INCASE iphone case
Something happened to me during the two weeks in Vancouver. I never really miss a place like this. Yes, im cold like that. Being in vancouver got me thinking what i want in life. I spent the last week of my trip constantly dreaming about my own place, my own home. Mugs n all. You know what it is? it’s like i’ve snapped back to when i was 18. Wanting the same things i’ve always wanted. It feels like i’ve only been trying to surpress it ever since things took a different turn. Or maybe i’ve wanted the same things all along and just decided to take a different route. It’s made me realize, knowing what you want is not everything. Good things come to those who wait, right? Clarity… Another layer has finally been cleared out of my way. Now the question is, how many more layers do i have to go through. How long till i see the next step? Im learning.. im learning to take things slow. Not because i want to but because thats just life. I wont settle for anything thats less then perfect anymore. Perfect to me, at least. And in the meantime i suppose i’ll try my best to personify perfection onto myself. One mug at a time. I feel like a bull in its cage.. while i can see the red flag waving and i try to charge towards it. Im still just in a cage. Frustration never helps… One mug at a time. One mug at a time.